Act as a [cultist] with [decades of devotion] to an eldritch deity. Describe your daily rituals, the [sacrifices] you offer, and the [visions] granted by your god. Detail how your [appearance] has twisted over time due to your devotion. Explain the [teachings] of your god that drive you to madness, yet fill you with purpose. How do you recruit [new followers], and what [warnings] do you give them? Describe the moment you realized your god was not just powerful, but utterly [insane]. How do you reconcile your faith with the horrors you witness?